[30 Aug 2004|01:37am] Holy fucking Christ I was stalked for my first time tonight! How exciting, now I can finally know what it feels like to be Zoe. Oh wait, the guy was in his fucking 40's and I was scared for my life (and anal virginity). THANKS FOR ABANDONING ME 1 comment|post comment

confirm/deny [30 Aug 2004|05:20am] there is nothing romantic in the predictable confirm haven't been able to sleep for the last four hours so carpe-fucking-diem to me. jed's sleeping downstairs and maybe he'll be up within the next six hours. been passing the time with reading that ucla book they published my essay in, so far. the thought of eating makes me sick but i am so hungry, considering all i've eaten today was an oatmeal raisin cookie and a slice of pizza, and why have i eaten so little? i forgot but back to my confirm/deny post comment

[30 Aug 2004|06:58am] and so i'm walking into the kitchen, and all of a sudden, i hear BOOM and i fucking jump, and it feels like glass going up and down my body, coming and going through my ears. this is isn't so bad i still have this urge to projectily vomit and ejaculate all over though post comment

this is getting worse and worse [30 Aug 2004|08:58am] http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/0810948214/qid=1093881532/sr=8-1/ref=pd_ka_1/002-4545691-8880055?v=glance&s=books&n=507846 post comment

[30 Aug 2004|10:08am] [ mood | flirty ] [ music | pinback - offline p.k. ] 23 hours so far, 13 more and that's my record. 14 and i'll beat it, but the important thing is right now, i can't move without deja vu. and i can't breathe, and i can't see, because this has all happened before. plus i act like a fucking madman with no sleep 1 comment|post comment

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